Maybe expectations are too high, maybe my mind is tricking me once again, but I can’t help but feel stuck, stuck at a broken red light. I want the kind of love that believes in me, the kind of love that supports me the kind of love that stands by my side. Your love is waning, pushing me to the sidelines, discarding me as worthless. I know that I am broken, but I deserve much more than this, I cannot love you into loving me.