I sit with my back to the wall Hazy gaze on the wall in front of me In the distance there's cries and shouts My eyes are falling My mind is somewhere else Floating watching someone else That's not me Those aren't the words i meant to say I lied so much I cant tell whats real anymore Everything goes so slow Yet the time ticks by faster and faster Dread builds up in my stomach Someone asks me for a dollar But I can't find my voice to speak