I want you to listen. I don’t need any feedback. I'm not happy in our relationship.
Mainly because i still feel some type of way from the summer. Thinking i should bury the situation and my feelings. But i couldn’t. The idea of telling myself “I’m ok with being pushed away” is ok, is not ok. Deep down, this will happen again just like everything else did. Causing us to be off, odd, & awkward. This doesn’t mean i love you any less. But i don’t see our relationship getting better.