any ground 18 stood on crumbled as all once-great nations do. the flame of hope that had kept the lights on turned and burned down the wooden roofs, while the archers left arrowheads in flesh. lakes of insurmountable grief covered the ruins of who she once was. in moments of cruelty, she could feel the bottom of the waters, could feel the glory of the old self. the wickedness was that she did not possess the strength to lift it up again, could not resurface glimmering gems. left without sight and taste, doomed to the brush of fingertips.
Every year on my birthday, I write something to summarize that year. This is part of my ode to 18. Good riddance honestly.