in just a moment I realised that it wasn't worth it.
i've kept my head high, my shoulder straight.
walked through it with a smile, even when it's fake.
i held it in, hoping, believing and wishing it's all okay.
but I know better. It will never be, I started seeing grey.
there's no point in holding it in.
when all I want to do is to let it out.
i couldn't keep my smile on anymore.
eventually, everyone had figured me out.
i held on dearly, a part of me still think we're meant to be.
oh but who was I fooling? No one else but me.
i cried for the times we spent together.
i cried for the days to get better.
i cried yearning for your warmth.
i cried knowing i have to move forth.
but now I smile.
I smiled knowing our memories are one of a kind.
I smiled knowing I would be fine.
I smiled, because I am made for someone else.
You were just there to complete a chapter.
Not the main character.
In this movie we called life, I know what I must do.
Therefore, I will smile, i will strive, and power through.

- kimin