Was I ever really his favorite? From the words, he spilled, I would have been inclined to believe it, but his actions say otherwise.
Was I ever anyone's favorite? I've been chronically revered but overlooked at the same time. They spoke so highly of me, for someone so apt to abandon at a moment's notice.
I couldn't imagine him willing to take the time to get to know me, and yet I expended my energy to know him; it's funny, to think I vowed my love to someone so distant.
I have never been the favorite, I have always been the connecting piece from one person to another, leading them to each other like a sheep dog with its flock; I have always been alone, One way or another.
Didn't realize this was a deep-rooted pain I had until recently that really centers on a childhood wound. Here we are trying to get it out of my head and onto paper.