How could I spell out love when it is absent of her name? The way her eyes reflected a sunrise, the envy of Eos She was like honey in the sky, the amber of her energy enraptured me I was bewitched
She was a masterpiece drawn with starlight, unfathomable beauty An ivory sculpture crafted by the hands of a god, masterpiece of Hephaestus I remember the time I was blessed by that smile, A vilified promise
The scent of patchouli and the taste of my favorite tea Like ambrosia for a mortal, that sweet taste of paradise Sunflowers and the many other favorites that she gave me Stolen without a word
She used to call me late at night to talk about her day But the days for me got longer, I couldn't keep her entertained Such a coldness hid underneath the warmth I thought she gave me Gone like a ghost in the night
I thought I was breathless because I loved her, now I’m suffocated by the agony She was killing me underneath the sweetness, constricting like a boa And when I close my eyes to see the memories lapse she's still in them Haunting me like she wanted
Eros' is golden arrows struck me hard and shamelessly Through my heart and left a scar, chasmic and wide Her toxic serotonin left me high, addicted to her energy A limitless euphoria
I spoke to the gods above and I told them of my love What a liar she's made me out to be, the clever snake I begged that Aphrodite let my words reach her But they fell on deaf ears
Now I pray that Anteros relieves me and hears my plea Unravel these feelings in my heart, lift the anchor of her name Don't let me be the sole carrier of the blame For the ruin that remains
Someone I was rather close to and lowkey in love with ghosted me out of nowhere, I wrote this about it. We are both magic practitioners so there are lots of references to it.