Dance is the shape that body gives to music. As your dream unfolds, words fly backwards at the speed of sleep. He disliked the word “stalker.” He preferred “scientist of solitude.” Leaving a message to his former self, written in pills. His muse turned out to be mere longing in ordinary darkness. This was the choice: hear the music or feel the cold at the base of your spine. I asked your heart, “Sit next to me?” You apostrophized to a tree. Order cannot contain itself. There is always remainder. Flecks float in sunlight. Stop laughing at my jokes and let me get on with this suicide note. You stared at a white index card, waiting for a prayer to appear A rhetoric of purpose is a philosophy of decay. Keeping darkness at bay with the failing light of poetry.