My existence wasn't a choice So who gets to say my life isn't? I've seen a lot and done enough I don't want to experience more The joys of life keep people afloat My anxiety has stolen my buoy I feel like I'm thrashing wildly Grasping for something to keep me sane I don't think there's anything wrong Why is death always the enemy? I am sad and I am broken I've given my best to those I could I don't want to settle anymore Please just let me be free Let me say goodbye when im ready I want to choose my own destiny I don't want to get better anymore I just want this all to be over