It's strange how healing works. I still have pictures on my phone from when scars were an angry red before they faded to a softer, paler reminder. At the time i thought they would never fade would always stay there, just as they were- I thought i would never fade either, would never change yet here i am two or three years later and a completely different person. Not healed, but the pain has faded, just a bit. My skin is no longer covered in red; but i don't know who i am without it honestly, I don't know who I'll be once everything fades.