there are some things that are just written in ink. the books that line my shelf the music I play with my fingers the startling waves I attempt to hurdle my surfboard over the recipe my abuelita passed down to me of her famous tamales my subscription to Bon Appetit these constants anchoring me when characters sketched by pencil become too faint to feel, its these delicate yet sturdy constants that yank me out of sadness with a "remember me?!" with a "remember your abilities, young lady!" "remember your divine calling to perpetually grow!"