Warming up to it, up and down strokes from the neck. Pulling away the essence of you, in the moment I don't hate these cigarettes.
Just a little stressed out today.
Line a few shots, bullets of your strongest brandy. Giving all I got, truthfully I don't love the drink that gladly.
Just a little stressed out today.
Let me have a taste of a body, acting if I can solve my problems with ***. Sure in the moment I'm giving my best, straight afterwards I ask myself what's next?
Just a little stressed out today.
Lock my eyes on the many screens, that I even forget to blink. Wishing I could live their lives, not too long, just for a week.
Just a little stressed out today.
Why must I run to coping mechanisms, doing in my head at times? Not trying to live up to the hype, but out here believing the lies. I know I'm stressed out sometimes, but those sort of things aren't my life.