I saw a balloon circling overhead when I awoke Where am I? What is this? Where are my hands? I gasped in a breath, deep flow That mixed into my belly And melted to my soul Tight and tense It battled with the shadows In my heart that had settled Till I doubled over in agony with a deep, steam scream Out like a kettle And I felt for once In such a while The pain begin to ***** Down my spine, Up my neck And into my fingertips