You are calling my name in vain I can’t hear; ears blocked like a drain The tide flings me ashore, all in a rush Drifting to land, no fanfare, as if I wasn’t there There’s a mystery in the monkey puzzle tree I am clueless, as I expected to be Still there’s history between us Absolution for you, too late for me The waves are calm, you could part them if you so desired Not I, I lie here unable to move, so tired I am continually tossed as the winds blow over me No longer tempestuous, wild untamed You are calm serene, I will be blamed for my wrongdoings, While you will charm the angels, make them sing And I will fall into the abyss A lost inhuman inconsequential thing