We have to deal with the emotion and the fear we have built up in over a year of being inside the internal wrecking ball we try to hide from our nearest and our dearest when on zoom as we try to pretend that they are in the room so now we get to meet in the sun and to have a little fun, from a distance at the insistance of the men in grey who are supposed to be leading the way back to reality and some form of normality will we make it this time climb up and out lose the doubt and the lack of trust I guess we must learn to smile but it might take a while
So pleased to see the UK out in the spring sunshine today, but it has left me really anxious because I so want it to last for everyone. Think it is going to be some time before I can trust again.