the blind is broken on the back door where I try the handle maybe one two three four times before bed my foot treads wear a furrow into carpet pile patrolling by the mile a circuit I navigate from door to window and back again checking checking my doorbell's camera eye spies on the street outside intruder alerts on my phone warn of incoming...... something all so I can complete a nights sleep with one ear open tossing turning I have covered all eventualities except the Bogeyman in my head under the bed