It feels like you’re running Far away, everyday But still, I’m not moving Trying hard to find you again Who are these people With their ears to the ground? Leaning towards our end And I see that they are talking; “You should leave; fight for what you want; I guess you are in a relationship where you are not wanted” But I can’t hear a sound, drowning in a dying wave Bad, I wanted this love to be eternal Thought we are the type of the melody that don’t fade out Please don’t die I stand in the corner Do you remember all those plans we made When life was like a wishing well 10:52 PM, you are raising hell ****, I thought I knew you oh-so well The walls around are falling down I see you notice But keep your words all to yourself We are different people But we’re together now I wonder if I will ever get over you Got me dreaming of the changes that we’ll make now
wrote this when I was so unsure if my relationship was gonna survive. Just a month into it she started having doubts, letting the fear of feeling numb take over.