To where do those memories go? My and your soft lips meeting. Exchanging values and ideas. But like a conversation gone bad, you had no place in it. Helpless. A genius walks a lonely path.
Did our parents really ever "get" us? Or were they just unfit to even bear the name. Scoldings, put downs and assaults. And the result is a childhood of treachery and miscommunication. Misunderstood. A genius walks a thorny path.
Where does a broken child learn they are special? Feelings of inferiority build architectural grand designs of mental illness and rotting relationships. And who really survives growing up? Except me. Childlike. A genius rejects adulthood to walk as a child.
Why do the divine watch us? Is it to see us suffer? To overcome the pangs of suffering and torments? Is it truly a godlike quality to forgive? When will that be me being taken advantage of? I know when. Solid. A genius gathers no moss.
Will death come? Am I to respect such a thing? Why would his hand touch so closely my throat, my brain and my heart. Are the dreams messages containing factual information? Guides on life? No, they teach us what we should be to death. Respectful. A genius bows his head to the dead.
What is the emptiness and fullness meant to be? Will full people live on. Scraping by on whatever happiness chance chooses to make them aware of? Will empty people believe all belief and concept is empty? A form of solipsistic ignorance of both destiny and loved ones. To become full and empty. Reborn. A genius lives to burn, burn out and be brought back to life again.
What is a genius? From the brain of a genius? Eyes that can see through fraud and deception. Including ones own.