Nothing is sweeter than waking to the silence of snow of the movements your chest makes before the closed-eye smile stirs the ancient Woman in me. I crawl into your arms like stepping into the sunshine abyss of my childhood like conjuring the music of my sisterβs laugh like conjuring the dead. Some mornings I wake so full of love that it takes all of my strength to keep my chest from hallowing my ribs from cracking. At 6 a.m. on a snow-covered lawn the revelation of love accompanies a cigarette and cup of watered-down coffee. All of the words you whisper my porch cowboy are stuck to me on a morning so unaware of its own beauty.