I will never understand how you can break someone who loved you. Just loved you when nobody else believed in you. Changed myself for you, lost my morals for you. Stopped caring about me and my trama to hold onto yours for you.
I wonder what you truly think about at night. Do you wonder how much it cost you? Was I ever really worth it? Do you understand how much I’m hurting?
You shattered what was left of me. Anything I had left to offer was taken almost three years ago and you broke what was left. Someone you said you loved, and you showed angst towards me.
My heart yearns for you still. Your scent is trapped in memory. I wouldn’t come back, I couldn’t. You broke me and took everything with you.
I haven’t cried this much since he passed. You couldn’t understand how much this hurts.