i knew You for years.
i understood You
i swear
i love you still.

but i didn't know you.
Then how could i love you.
i didn't know.
No.
i must have known that

So did You.

i loved you.
But i hated me more.

i didn't know
why
what happened to me

nobody did

i just lied.

of course i did.

You understood
You knew
You knew me
better than i did

No.
You didn't.

You might have had a little respect
if that was the case

No you wouldn't.

You said You understood.
You didn't.

You love me
You did then.

You ruined everything.

You would love me
if i told You
how much i love You.

i lied.

if You saw me.
inside.
how i think of You.
then You would hate me.
like i do.

I just lied.
maybe you could tell
you.
Not her
She couldn't understand.

i couldn't tell

i don't know anything.

it's the best i can do







Goodbye.