I have came to the realize that the world is not all sunshine and rainbows. I realized its a gaint hole. As a child we are taught to shoot for the stars and reach for the sky. As an adult all im shooting for is the surface. I have fallen into a hole that doesn't have a entrance nor a exit. I can't seem to find the way out. The farther I get, the clearer things become. The basic concepts to life start to become irrelevant. I've meet many souls down in the hole. But they all must leave for i have given them the light to find the way out. When i leave the hole i will either be a changed soul or a pile of ash. For i can only survive in told darkness for so long. So along the journey i hope to find my light so i can find my way out of the hole.