I held on for so long, Letting myself be bruised and cut. Broken and left to myself, which was the best decision you made for me. Which choosing what I do is what you did best.
I cannot tell you that I never loved you or prove my lie when I say I don’t care. Truth be told, you were everything and so much more than I can express.
You were the second person I fell in love with. My whole soul felt at peace once again, attempting to regain what I could get back. The love I gave was unexpected to say the least.
Since leaving though. I can’t help but feel the weight off my chest. Knowing I did my best to tell you what I needed. And you wanted to keep hurting me..
Regardless of it being intentional or not, You couldn’t catch yourself while saying it. And I had to let you go.
Joshua/Adrienne. A boy that was/is a girl. The one human that I let get close enough.. in the end I was never enough.