She plunged it in, alright A tight twist to a tiny hand, With no solemn apology... Such harsh and hard steel- Such hard and harsh cuts- To such soft flesh, Now marred by red ruts
She never whimpered, She never groaned, She never smiled, She never moaned. She stood in one place, As she let the blade slide, And felt not a thing As the knife slid inside
She remained like a statue- So still like the steel, Examining the accurate Lines she had made. And in one brief moment She stole a glance from her place To check the oxygen mask Secured to my face
First, sorry if the beginning triggered anyone. I wanted this to be a little misleading. This is the first installment of the experiences I had exiting the military. I had some severe spinal surgeries, ultimately leading to my medical discharge. Please read the poems to follow this one.