It’s the last day of 2020
and I’m crying over you
You do not deserve these tears
but I’m crying over you

It just dawned on me
that it’s really time
to close our book
that I wrote so well

And my heart
was never friends with my mind
‘cos I don’t want to
but I have to

Despite the hell,
you were my best friend
and for what it’s worth,
that was my heaven

For the last time,
I will say this;
that my love, for a thousand times more,
I would have still given you the world




-c.s.