on
10/22/2020
I lost myself
I shattered to pieces
no
maybe I was already overwhelmed
I scream in agony
yet silently
so I don't wake my parents up
dreaming
they could hear me
wishing they would say
my dear, it is alright
you will be fine
yet now
at around the end of the year
I'm still in pieces
now I write
my suffering and pain
hoping to go from
a lost woman
to a complete poet