I hear it from the distance you forced between us The crack of your dignity Followed by silence And the feeling of sinking regret You force the words “I love you” out like bile And when I leave them there To be washed away by tomorrow's rain You push my face into them like a dog you’re trying to train You can not coerce my love out of me Unrequited affection isn’t a hurdle Or a suggestive yellow light to just blow through Because you’re going too fast to stop yourself Obsession is not something to romanticize I am not moved by the extreme acts Your perilous behavior is making it strenuous To trust your negotiation of friendship When I recoil away from your touch And cower from your drunken pleas for adoration I am petrified by the incitement you receive As if my feelings are meaningless compared to your needs I have tried to get the point across But you shy away from the truth You’re infatuation with the idea of me Leaves you with the misconception that this can be real