Nov 2020
the opposite, actually.
cold, bitter resentment.
not for you, but for the rest of the world.
i'm not a pretty, peachy, sparkly girl,
i'm a cold, selfish, manipulative *****.
i don't care about anyone, or anything.
i keep up with the jokes and the smiles,
because i do love you, so incredibly much.
you aren't the boy i fell in love with anymore,
and i'm not the girl that fell in love with you.
cold, bitter resentment.
not for you, but for the rest of the world.
i'm not a pretty, peachy, sparkly girl,
i'm a cold, selfish, manipulative *****.
i don't care about anyone, or anything.
i keep up with the jokes and the smiles,
because i do love you, so incredibly much.
you aren't the boy i fell in love with anymore,
and i'm not the girl that fell in love with you.
im not that stupid little girl in love anymore. i love you, but not in a way that is at all happy or fun.
maybe i made you mad. maybe it's nothing to do with me. either way.
maybe i made you mad. maybe it's nothing to do with me. either way.
