When I think of those days, I only remember gathering wood in the cold in my black coat so I could get a fire going in the cast iron of a gray early morning; I dream what it is to be a man lying beside a delicate woman, sad and quiet, playing the mandolin, looking at her as if she were a couple of plums together like a cluster within reaching distance on the branch; thinking of the lunar dust of her face, and how her fingers were like feathers; I heard the silence of the mill wheel not turning in the stream and the wild turkeys not drinking; I knew they had hypnotized themselves wide- eyed and staring into the steel ax of the creek.