i think our souls hugged i felt your warmth golden light, hidden deep underneath all of the red burning fire the heavy black tar coating thick and sticky, drowning you in despair underneath all of the green gaseous clouds needy, jealous, underneath all of the purple spikes ****** and desirable underneath your skin, there’s a whole world of you and it was mine my own world ever so briefly. our souls touched, and every part of you was known to me, and only then, when i was pushed out, did i realize how much i want you to be mine. but “my world” was never really mine at all, but hers.
i wish things could be different. you did the right thing, giving my world to her, but i still miss what could have been, even unrealistically.