We had good *** but that’s about it We argue over text about stupid **** You we’re insecure about your **** I think it made you a ***** Your insecurities Overwhelmed me You’re demons overran you Boy I just couldn’t stand you I don’t wanna see you any more You crashed my car then ****** a ***** I don’t blame her tho This is all on you I dont think you know How the things you do Affect those around you Like how you ****** that girl in my bed Or how your lies were in everything you never said How you criticized me for wanting to be dead Why don’t you pull the trigger put a bullet through my head Would’ve been better than what you did When you put that cigarette out on my shoulder Looked you in the eyes While I felt it smolder Said it was fine You didn’t commit a crime Cause I wanted it so bad Like you where always mad at me for my loyalty You could never trust You were always tryina bust All you had for me was lust She said you couldn’t have me That made you want me so much Now and then I cringe at how I responded to your touch I was just tryina binge Watch some anime Then you took that away You forced me to cuddle You grabbed my hair Turned me to a puddle Dissociated Comatose baby Protective personalities Malfunctioning realities Could this really be happening I’m watching from the ceiling again That’s not my body this is all pretend
Oh Geo, I don’t miss you so I’m so glad to see you go Now I finally have control