how does one admit that they are the problem? how does one accept that they’re a monster? how does one allow themselves to push away the people they wanted to stay forever? how does one overcome the thoughts of wanting to join the angels in heaven more than wanting to stay with their angels on earth? how does one cope? how does one keep themselves from turning into everything they despise? i am one. can someone answer me?
i thought after all this time i would’ve been able to escape the dark, but more and more it seems like sunlight no longer exists.