I want to bid goodbye, to honour my love for once, to put you to rest in a place where roses grow in spring, lilies blossom in summer, and the snow greets you on winter mornings, but all I can find places in ruins, ravaged by the firestorm last year, and now a thick layer of ashes is splattered all over, the sun rarely comes here, and the rain is afraid to wash away carcasses of the past. It feels like a lifetime since I’ve been searching for a place that you might like, to build a graveyard in my heart.