the love she once hadーburned. (stomped into the ground. she never want to remember it) hatred brimmed her entirety. (she couldn’t help it. was it the harsh reality or was it just her true self?) life leaking out of her. (it’s not like she really wanted to live to begin with) will she be okay? never. (because basking in sadness is still much easier than soaking in the reality she’s stuck with) pain too near, too often; clouding her every being (but still, it’s all too painful, too familiar. everything she had sworn to avoid eventually drop into her lap. all at once. it’s like they played a sick joke on her.)