watch the sun set red through wildfire smoke from the roof of a battered minivan that's weathered all the storms of our Oregon mountain home-- we find ourselves here, repeatedly. lost on rocky dirt roads by the cliff's edge, trying to figure out what it means to be twenty in a world that more and more these days seems to be crumbling around us-- drive us somewhere never listed on the map, with music blaring through broken speakers we'll make our own destination.