tired eyes, those long nights drinking mint tea like alcohol whispering to myself in a soft drawl as the frigid september air bites
my lids grow heavy as hours pass staring at my screen for answers words jump around like dancers my vision becomes milky glass
as I lift my head to the dawn my hands still across the keys and I can finally feel at ease now the night shadows are gone
I see shadows echoing and stretching across my walls as I sit here writing hoping that I last through the night. I fear sleeping, but I know it is irrational.