I can't say that I don't care That I fell into disrepair but it seems that I am there and it really really is nowhere nowhere that I want to be holds no views I want to see I need to find a remedy I am sick and I am tired of this life in which I am mired I don't have to be admired just want to have a voice for choice is all I have ever desired choose the way you want to live choose how much of you.. ... you want to give don't try to always relive those parts parts of you.... ... that you decided to give.... away at last to the past I can't say that I don't care that I once fell into..... disrepair!