I carry it on my back when I'm here, I'm not really here parts of me are scattered in different places it's a little exciting, but mostly unsettling I never unpack my mind moves, and sometimes my body can't keep up I am in so many parts that sometimes I lose some of the pieces it's hard to keep it all together, especially the tiny bits I don't live here, but I'd like to I take the 78 to the 5 to the 405 to the 22, the 405 to the 710 to the 5 to the 101 and I'm off at sunset. I am trying to build something, but it is hard without a foundation. it is hard to build something out of a suitcase.