All this for what? Why do others like to see me fail? I can’t seem to get this whole set of rules down. It’s like, in order to have friends and family one must also have ******* and abuse. Why is this? Why so much conflict? None of it makes any sense. Each one has the same goal. No? All only tryin’ to get thru life - Happy - Free - Why’s that gotta be so hard? It doesn’t feel good to behave like a trifflin’ *** *****. Why so many do then? This city is a sea of TABs. Ugh! I just wanna be free! I know who you are. And what? That really you are me? We are all so very silly. We are all so very the same. I can only love when cannabis sings thru my veins. Yet, this heart is bursting with love for the Self Divine; for myself, and all who are destined to find the truth of existence, the truth in real life - That we are the ones we have only to find. That we are the only that ever has been, and we are the only arising within. And we, all connected, one life and one love; can we, each one realize, each one and the whole, recognize and reveal what we already know? But, refuse to see, or even to look, with distractions and dreams and plans of more futures. Yet, if we quiet a little, and listen a bit, we can see all the answers we tried to forget. No confusion, no doubt; only straight, direct looking. Experience is evidence - it’s the real and the true and here and now seeing that this one real life is. Only look. Only listen. Only open the heart just a little tiny inch.