If I close my eyes its almost as if I were back there again standing in a field of snow mitted and scarfed to the chin Front window frosted from our breath iced fingers scribing yes I can almost remember the exact smell of snow... A winter hat edged in fur, warm and fuzzy round my neck big fat snowflakes falling gently while inside, electric heat father appearing from a distance buried in a snow squall mother with her rosary praying for his safe arrival , me tucked under a blanket sleepy eyed and tired praying, I hope Christmas comes soon, and then I fell asleep.