I should take a lesson from resignation. Then, with a fresh start, I could continue my self-pity Calvary. I’ve had so much tangle, deliberate filth hung on boards as a target, like dropping, valuable prey for the hunter! "It should have been realized sooner that revolving luck is always on the side of profitable, mitigating and consciously avoiding the simple, humble helpless!" And the chains of bonds - if really strong and indestructible - will never be torn! Yet out of a begging drop of hope, a precious piece of crumb remains in the courtyard of the heart! Now the stars are getting blacker and blacker.

Sunless is wrestling murderously, unfriendly with the sun. A lot of nonsensical consolation is still more than if no one is visiting the patient! How good it would be to calm down in your mother's lap to find comfort here, to seize a new opportunity! To recharge with Hope - fear has grown my spiky bushes and I only move out when absolutely necessary! And no one can hurt you!

What we said to each other's hearts; breaking up the barriers of inhibitions, bubbling tears of wounds out of ourselves, we considered it rich and purely just the voices of our hasty youth and only unbroken, real emotions! - And yet, when I stared at the earthy, halo-copy of your face on a bamboo with the power of the speed of light, your smile immediately electrified and now the end-bump is in the swamp.