There are lives I haven't remembered Memories that are like caged birds Freckles on skin to give recollection of a sun I have bathed in when I was once young The moment I find the gold in the pan of dirt My simplicity is gone Trays of tea and food only make me want more Servants are steadily changing As I get older Where does youth go as I age? Who does my brother become? Is my sister still around? There is a starting point after 10 years Before I know it I'm 30 years old Without a child or husband Without a home or car Still living in my dad's house How do I move on?