Sue is baking pretzels on a Thursday afternoon. Flour on her hands, just like we used to. Its some familair smell in the air, Deep warmth that fills a room in the abscense of your laughter.
When I asked you if you thought about old loves, You said she was a snuggie blanket in the closet. You said she was a car on the side of the road.
I didn't understand just how far thoughts could wander. They drive me crazy - traversing time, Traveling places that this body no longer can, Conversing with lingering loves in my mind -
"I'm building a travel van like you always wanted to. I'll be travelling solo, and you won't know Where I'll go and the things I'll see. Its just for me.
..but I wish it weren't. If you had the option, would you go? If you had the option, would you want to know?"
I will always be wandering, searching for home. I will always be wondering, wishing to know:
"Do you ever think of me The way I think of you?"
Does anyone else think about their past loves? In what light?
"I wonder whose arms I would run and fall into if I were drunk in a room with everyone I had ever loved." - Unknown