Cowardice grips me tight and guides me in all the wrong directions- like a puppet I go where it wants I flee from Commitment, from Growth and float aimlessly in pools of despair created as a byproduct of Cowardice’s actions
there are times where Bravery finds me floating by solemnly, head barley above water- it releases me from my shackles and in those times I remember how to swim I remember how to command my own limbs and I emerge and I stand, to face down Fear
but inevitably inevitably Cowardice finds me once more and when I blink the chains return and it pulls me in all the wrong directions leaving me craving Bravery’s warmth just out of reach now, I grasp for it over and over but I- I just can’t reach