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Stuck

by @isthisnotideal

i'm stuck in this bomb of a body; heels pressed into the knowledge that things will always go wrong. finger cocked on the hair-trigger that is my mind; whether the blast will go inwards or out no one knows. either way, the result will hurt everyone close to this disaster that is me and myself; the only thing  i can be trusted to do is sabotage my health - i fail on purpose at everything else,
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isthisnotideal
21 / Trans* Male / The Void
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Written by
isthisnotideal
21 / Trans* Male / The Void
Published
Jul 12, 2020
Time
1m
Notes

Note: This was written 8 months ago. I was in an abusive situation, and I'm out now. Things still aren't great, but it does get a little better from here on out.

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#depression#mentalhealth#pastpoem#selfsabotage#complexptsd#triggering
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