i remember when i first went to the doctors for help my dad took me because my therapist had suggested I look into medication
i remember the doctor telling me what “the good thing about depression and anxiety is” and i knew this man hadn’t dealt with them personally
i still remember that because I thought it was funny that he had the audacity to tell me “there is something good about you always being so **** stressed and sad”
i remember the doctor left, halfway through finding the right meds he went to another town, another hospital, other people because why not
i remember thinking i guess i’m not important enough for even the doctor to stay and help and i get that it’s not personal, but it still feels a little bit personal