am I cursed or did my flaws blind me
for souls I showed my sacred heart
like falcons their claws haunt thee
love once cherished in a lavender yard

imagine the moon abandons the night
no light for thy lost shadow to walk by
nor the smoke of the chimneys at sight
the dimness within one’s flesh got to die

this girl grew up fearing love
she stayed silent to absorb
until she got soft like a dove
love made thy old soul distort
born in winter she wore one glove
her soul a ****** crystalline ignored
four minutes before her final rove
she made a promise to explode