Scared to believe
In something better
Because I've been disappointed before
And last time
It almost killed me

I tell myself
In my dreams
Believing in hope
Is no different
Than praying for disaster
My heart
Is not ready for the next blow

My words are
My greatest weakness
And greatest strength
So having them destroyed
Could really be my end

So I believe in something better
And I pray I'm ready
For the consequences
Or maybe, just maybe
The reward