hate is a strong word, so is detest and so is loathe they're not emotions to be planted easily
so.... why do I find myself gathering resentment, comparing joys and have nots, planting them in my garden of envy for someone unworthy of it all?
prying through the screen bustling through naked assumptions guilty as charged I am
my mind says do not you'll find empty abyss but my heart says go on, eat the crippling doubt, you may find the thing you were afraid to be mad about
with these words, I'm letting go of the fear and trust issues imposed on by social media. it's a hard thing to let go but I'm hoping to save myself & my relationship from the situation that has been created, hopefully just in my head.