I created distance between me and the rest Kept myself hidden like a treasure chest I didn't want anything to do with the outside I grew distant as my way to hide
I was tired of every single lie They thought I would buy Their actions were absurd Knowing they couldn't keep their word
I lost all trust I ever had Knowing everything would turn out bad I lost hope, became paranoid Anyone who tried to get close I would avoid
I no longer wanted to believe Just remembering I would grieve There will never be change It's nothing new, nothing strange
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It's a shame Everyone's the same Their anger they can't tame At your heart they will aim
They saw you as a foolish joke And as they cruelly spoke Something inside broke Holding in your tears you choke
The pain created grew Slowly but surely within you No longer knowing what to do You ran away without a clue
You didn't want to stay In a place harming you every day Afraid if you trust they will betray You decided to hide away
All these experiences have taught you to be careful... and have made you doubtful. And now you are more cautious, more afraid that anyone who comes into your life will only hurt you like everyone else has.